Supermarkets and Red Onion

My ultimate favorite place to be after my kitchen is the supermarket. As a matter of fact I have visited three different supermarkets in different days this week! I love to be somewhere filled with variations of fresh, aromatic and colorful vegetables and fruits, somehow refreshes my mind after a dull day. My mother luckily loves to accompany me to shop for organic ingredients, and therefore I do not need to spend even a cent for my groceries.

After my gazillionth time visiting supermarkets, this week happened to be my first time buying red onions. I always got fascinated by the vibrant red-purpley colour of the onion and was always curious about the taste. The only onion I ever used for cooking was the yellow onion, and I've always wondered if both of the onions have similar flavors. I bought three enormous red onions which cost quite a lot, (but it does not really matter as it was my mom who paid :P) and thought of making a simple dish with the red onion as the base.

And so one afternoon I got really hungry and craved for pasta. I decided to make linguini with tomato sauce and prawns.

Linguini with prawns, tomato sauce and basil

Ingredients

Dried linguini

3 tsp olive oil

for the sauce:

½ red onion, finely chopped

2 garlic cloves, finely chopped

2 tomatoes, quartered

1 tbsp pasta sauce

150ml chicken stock

1 tsp dried oregano

a small handful of fresh basil, chopped

for the prawns:

2 tbsp olive oil

½ red onion, finely chopped

7 - 8 prawns of your choice (you can always remove the head/shell if you want to)

2 tbsp butter

salt and white pepper

a small handful of fresh basil, chopped

Directions

1. Heat the oil in a sauté pan and sauté the red onion and garlic until translucent (in low heat). Don't brown them. Increase the heat and put in the pasta sauce, tomatoes and oregano. Stir well. Add the chicken stock. Crush the tomatoes until the juices come out and combine with the stock mixture. Put the lid on and let the mixture reduce for about 17 minutes. After the mixture has been reduced, add the fresh basil. Turn the heat off. The sauce is ready.

2. In another pan heat the oil and fry the onion until caramelized for about 5 minutes in low heat. Add in the prawns and toss the prawns so that the oil and onion is distributed evenly. Season with salt and white pepper. Let the prawns fry for about 3 minutes. Add the butter to give creaminess. At the end of the cooking time, stir in the chopped basil. 

3. In a saucepan pour in water and let it boil. Season the water with salt. Pour in the dried linguini. Boil the pasta for about 9 minutes until al dente. Drain the pasta and add olive oil to the pasta so that the pasta do not stick. 

4. Serve the pasta with the sauce and prawns. Scatter around fresh basil for garnish.

Hi.

You know how I've always hated people who got extinct right after they had published only several posts in their blogs? It annoys me at some point. And somehow that reflects me. And that annoys me. How I badly abandon my blog.... 

I just wanna spill my heart out;

Have you ever felt like you don't know what the heck you're doing and no one can ever bring you back to the right path? Or people just seem so stupid to understand the way you're feeling? Everything I've done, and what I'm trying to do, just feels wrong. That feeling when you're heart is empty and you don't know where to go, or what to do. You know when you're just so desperate, you just want to restart everything from zero and be happy for what you have?

I just can't lie to myself.

China

I apologize for not posting for a very long time. Due to high school, school works have made me busy and hence I have no time to even update my blog. Below are some of the photos I took in China for this Eid Mubarak holiday.

I believe I'm strong. But I believe I am not I'm strong enough. 

Now I need you here. Say it, straight to my eyes, that I am strong enough. I need you, your support, and that you believe in me. 

Carrot Cake with Mascarpone and Rum Frosting

Who would have thought, that I could turn this: 

into this:

and eventually this:

There were so many ideas running through my head when I think of this blog. I planned to make cookies, cupcakes, pasta, and many other stuffs but ended up in posting this gluten free and dairy free carrot cake. I found this recipe somewhere in the net, and I thought, "why not?" I tried a carrot cake when I was little, and what I remember was this sweet, rich, heavy but mouth-watering cake. This carrot cake which I made has different textures in comparison to what I tried a few years ago, but they both had the same rich and heavy properties.

This cake has a significant amount of rum in it, and it is actually my first time cooking with rum. I had to cook the rum with sultanas, and I freaked out because there was literally fire on the saucepan. But as the blue flames vanished, I realize it was a pretty awesome moment. The rum was also there in the frosting with the mascarpone, and I never knew it worked so good together with the cake. The rum just makes it.

This is Nigella Lawson's Venice Inspired Carrot Cake. Click for the recipe 

To Love Or Not To Love

I could never comprehend your way of thinking, from the very start till the present. Every action you take kept me thinking, "Is this a sign, or just some unimportant gesture?" When I'm alone and I think about you, I think of us, together, being happy. On the other hand, I am afraid that I have made my dreams too high, too over confident about your feelings towards me. At other times, I am afraid that I could possibly fall too hard, not achieving every little part, and breaking myself apart. So the question is, to love or not to love?

It's an absolute statement that I love being around you. Your quirkiness, your wittiness, and your rude behavior -- shines my day every time we interact. People say the best way to make someone to love you is to make him or her laugh. It's funny how it's the only strategy I have to make you close to me, and that it was an enormous achievement to have successfully made you laugh.

Beyond annoying to know the fact that I am the one that only puts the effort: by being curious about you, by having the urge to know more and more about you, and that you have little (or may be no) interest towards me. Pathetic to know, to be honest. But what can I say?

Love, even this little puppy love, takes time. And if somewhere right in the middle, signs show that we are not meant to be created, then I by perforce have to let you leave, let the spark leave, and seek for someone better, and the cycle repeats. The cycle which goes, happy in the beginning, unsure in the middle, and heart broken in the end, or the cycle which goes, happy in the beginning, happy in the middle and happy in the end. My choice.

19th June

It was never my annual activity to celebrate events like Father's Day, let alone to cook its dishes. Not because I don't love my father, but I never could understand the value of those events. Although I still remain not celebrating Father's Day, this year I decided to make my own choice of Father's Day dessert, Pavlova. In the end, the only person who enjoyed the desert was not my father, but my cousin instead.

Pavlova is basically a meringue based dessert with fruit toppings. The crunch on the surface and the marshmallowy texture inside makes me crave for more. Not to mention the different flavors of the toppings.. Pavlova is not a doubt my absolute fave.

Pavlova

Ingredients:

6 egg whites (room temperature)

1 cup superfine sugar

2 tsp corn flour

pinch of baking powder

2 tsp vanilla essence

1 tsp white vinegar

200 ml whipping cream

pinch of salt

a selection of tropical fruits

Preparation

1. Preheat oven to 170ºC. Line a baking tray with baking paper. Draw a 18cm circle on the paper.

2. Whisk the eggs using your mixer  on medium speed until soft peaks are formed. Gradually add the sugar on high speed until the egg whites turn into stiff peaks. 

3. Sprinkle over corn flour, baking powder, vinegar, salt and vanilla essence. Beat until all the sugar is dissolved. To tell if the sugar is dissolved, rub the foam with your fingers. If it feels gritty, then beat again for a few minutes. 

4. Mould the mixture within the circle. Place it in the oven for about 45 minutes.

5. Turn off the oven, leave the pavlova to cool. 

6. Add the cream on the surface. Decorate the pavlova with the selection of fruits.

Berries!

I have never loved eating berries until my Canadian interchange partner asked me to pick (and eat) blackberries from her grandparents' garden. Since then, I could never resist not buying packets, even very little packets of any berries, particularly blackberries from a fruit grocery.

This morning I craved for berries and went to a fruit grocery to buy 4 packets of different berries -- strawberries, cherries, blueberries and blackberries. Since I hate cooking using the oven, what immediately comes to my mind was making a summer pudding.

Summer Fruit Pudding

Ingredients

150g strawberries

150g blackberries

150g cherries

150g blueberries

4 - 5 medium sliced white bread from a large loaf

1/3 cup honey

2 soufflé molds (or any other small molds)

Directions

1. Reserve a few of each berries on a paper towel. Place remaining berries and honey in a saucepan, heat for about 5 minutes.

2. Strain the berries from the juice and set aside. 

3. Trim the bread to fit the mold, dip into the syrup thoroughly and then place into the mold.

4. Fill the bread lined mold with the berries. Place another piece of bread on top.

5. Weigh down in the fridge for about an hour.

6. Turn over and unmold the pudding, serve with fresh berries and the berry syrup. 

Many a times people ask whether I like sweet or savory better. I have a favorite under each of the titles, and my favorite savory dish is Salt and Pepper Prawns (which happens to have various kinds). My ultimate fave would be the simplest one, which may be seen in pubs. Juicy little shrimps, coated with crunchy corn flour, and mayonnaise dipping and a squeeze of lemon juice for extra flavor, what more can you ask for?

Salt and Pepper Prawns
Ingredients
± 100 g of large shrimps (head removed)
1/3 cup of corn flour 
± a tsp of sea salt
± 2 tsp of ground black pepper
± 2 tsp of dried rosemary
± 2 tsp of chili powder
1/2 stick of butter
4-5 tbsp of oil of your choice
(optional) a squeeze of lemon juice
(optional) ± 3 tbsp mayonnaise


Preparation
1. Mix well corn flour, salt, ground black pepper, rosemary and chili powder in a bowl with a whisk. 
2. Coat the shrimps evenly with the mixture. Shake off any excess.
3. Melt the butter in a wok, and then add the oil. Heat over medium-high heat for about 15 seconds.
4. Cook the shrimps in batches for 1 to 2 minutes, or until the shrimps become pink and cooked through.
5. Serve the shrimps with a squeeze of lemon juice and mayonnaise for dipping.

Secret Ingredient

Living in Indonesia which has only two seasons -- hot and very hot -- makes me crave for a glass of lemonade almost every time. But unfortunately the only successful afternoon to produce a juicy lemonade was yesterday. Nothing can be better than a lemonade in a hot, humid day in May. I've always loved that balance of sweet and sour in a lemonade, makes me realize how perfect the day is.  Plus, the extra lemon zest sinking below the lemonade oozes the lemony scent to the drink. Only wished I had mint leaves added to it.

Secret Ingredient

Lemonade

1 cup of sugar

1 cup of water in room temperature

Zest of a one lemon 

1 cup of lemon juice

Mint leaves

± 1-2 cups of cold water

± an inch of ginger root

1 Make simple syrup by heating the sugar, water, lemon zest and ginger in a saucepan until the sugar is dissolved completely. Do not reduce the sugar to caramel.

2 While the sugar is dissolving, use a juicer to extract the juice from 4 to 6 lemons, enough for one cup of juice.

3  Add 1 - 2 cups of cold water, more or less to the desired strength. Refrigerate 30 to 40 minutes. If the lemonade is a little sweet for your taste, add a little more straight lemon juice to it.

4. Serve with ice, sliced lemons and mint leaves.