Hi.

You know how I've always hated people who got extinct right after they had published only several posts in their blogs? It annoys me at some point. And somehow that reflects me. And that annoys me. How I badly abandon my blog.... 

I just wanna spill my heart out;

Have you ever felt like you don't know what the heck you're doing and no one can ever bring you back to the right path? Or people just seem so stupid to understand the way you're feeling? Everything I've done, and what I'm trying to do, just feels wrong. That feeling when you're heart is empty and you don't know where to go, or what to do. You know when you're just so desperate, you just want to restart everything from zero and be happy for what you have?

I just can't lie to myself.